IWhat had happened in Sept?

yeay!!! its been ages i havent touch this page..hmmm what had happened to me????


on September

sent my friend a.k.a officemate back to his country..we sent him at KLIA..it was so sad..sodd...sssoooodd....here is our last pic, which he sent to us..we miss u Mr Ventura!!!!

on 25th Sept, i drove alone to Johor. It was a very long journey and my back was hurt..ouch!! i went back to johor because i had an exam on the next day..hmmm..that was the scariest experience ever happen to me..it even worse than SPM...I was so terrified...poor thing...hehehe i couldnt sleep during the night before..i kept thinking about my friend's word..he said, my examiner dont like my result and he wanted to question me bout that...hmm i couldnt eat..sleep...and i was like a zombie during that night..i kept reading my thesis again and again..read all those papers..just to prepare myself in front of examiners...on that exam day, i dress up quickly and set my presentation slide earlier..my head kept rolling over and over, finding all the possibility answers..i called my parents, asked them to pray for me..it was my big day..and i have to get through all this...i just wish that day ended with a snap of finger..hehehe...

well, during the viva-voce session, my examiner didnt touch anything regrading to my research..he just discussed about my thesis only..he asked why i use this sentence, why did i use that word..he asked me to reword..rephrase..that's all..hehehe that was so relief!!!!! he passed me with 3 months correction and i felt like flying...i thanked him for reading and evaluating my thesis thoroughly....i feel want to punch my friend right onto his face!!!!! he's the one that should responsible for my sleepless night..because of him, i cant sleep well..eat well..having scariest and most frighthening nightmare in my life!!!!!

This is just only a master degree..what will happen for my PhD? hmmm it must be 1000000 times harder than this...hmmm i hope i can get through all this...

Burglar

starting today, we are encauraging to upgrade the security level in our office and lab since yesterday, one of our staff, Mr Giorgio Ventura's drawer has been forced open by intruder..luckily, none of his belongings were missing...(Lucky that his apple notebook still with him!)


so, from that incident, we cant enter our lab today..my superior has reset the access to the air shower door and no one can enter the lab anymore...and he is conducting a meeting regarding to the lab accessment today...


im collecting some data in the lad since yesterday and without lab i dont know what else i can do today hehehe..i guess, i need some rest hehehe

You Got Me!!!!

something to share...last 2 days, i was punked by my superior...it was 10 oclock in the morning, suddenly i got a call from my superior telling me that the CEO wants to meet me in Meeting Room 1...i was surprised..everything came and mixed like 'rojak' in my head..along the way to that meeting room, i kept thinking what went wrong with my work, why my CEO wanted to see me...i was just about two months here and if anything goes wrong, im a dead meat...i think, my heart was thumping and i was barely breathing...


when i reached the meeting room, i prayed a lot...and my both hands were shivered..and i pulled the door knob and slowly enter the meeting room with a notebook (diary) in my hand...what was happened???!!!!


Actually, my superior called me to come to that meeting room to join them eating some refereshment ha!ha!ha!..they kept laughing at me because i looked like a dead girl with a notebook in my hand!!! i was punked by them!!!! ha ha ha...my superioir said, since im a new staff, it is compulsory for them to bully the new staff he he he...


and since then, whenever we had meeting, my superior kept saying to me, "shikin, ceo nak datang" hehehehe....so..this is the funniest thing ever happened to me as a new staff here...hehehe

tarraaaa....!!!!

As i pormised before..here is my first baby...my new lovely baby..and i love this baby sooooo much!!!!!! My baby is just look alike the one in this pic and i've tinted my baby's window with grey...

At first i dont have any plan to buy this baby, however, this baby has saved my life..i cant stand living with my aunt..she's a horrible person that will be the last person you want to live with in this world...i know she made up a story behind my back about my behaviour and why im buying a new car in rush...but, i just ignored it..and my parents know why i did this because they have watched my aunt's behaviour towards me in front of their own eyes..


forget bout my aunt..even though i just work for about 3 weeks, im glad i manage to buy this car..and i can live happily ever after with my parents in sepang and i dont have to face that dragon anymore!!!! hahahaha....


what should i call my baby???hmmm what do u think??can u suggest to me??i want to name my baby....if you do have any idea, just comment it k...

How to Be Happy??

Everyone wants to be happy..that is why some ppl will go for diets to make themselves happy and comfortable with them, some buying new clothes just to feel happy..happiness is about being happy without worries and problems interference..Here are some tips i would like to share with all of my friends on 'How To Be Happy'


1) Change your thought process : leave our fear behind us, look ahead towards success. Rather than thinking of problems and getting desperate, imagine or sketch out the best outcome and then work out what you need to do to make that happen...stop being desperado and start working to success!!!

2) See the world as what it is : You have friends and family around you that love you, so be thankful!!! No one has everything, and everyone has some sorrow in their endless life episode..we cant change what had happened yesterday, so enjoy today and look forward for future!!!

3) Lighten Up : Dont take yourself too seriously, just calm and relax. Dont worry too much because it can cause a mental problem to you and will affect your entire life. If you have some problems that you cant truly do anything about them, just let them go..Laughter is the powerful medicine, the calmer and more peaceful u can take things, the happier your life will be.

4) Be yourself : We cant please everyone..and dont compare ourselves with everyone else. Most of the time, if we compare ourselves with someone else, we intend to see ourselves smaller and 'short end'. No one knows what other people are going through. If we intend to see ourselves smaller than others, it means that we dont have a self-respect to ourselves. Therefore, do what we love and beneficial to us and pay lots of self-respect to ourselves.

5) Make a scheduled time for relaxation : We are given 24 hours a day. So we have to manage and spare some 1 or two hours to relax ourselves by watching news, reading and doing other things that we like and love much!!!

6) Choose your right companion : Get involved with activities that reflect who you are, and get to know people who like the things you do. Don't rule out the Internet as a place to find a significant other, just get to know them over the phone or through a few months of emails before agreeing to a meeting in person. --> this is important and advisable to me and others hehehehehe....

And lots of other tips...but im too tired of typing and got other things to do..so till then and hopefully these few tips can help us to make us happier person!!!

My New Present

I got something for me today...cant wait to get it..what is it?? hehehe ssshhhh.....i promise, once i get it, i'll put it in this blog...


monday (16-07-2007) --> new episode in my life..another new day as a working woman..woman?? am i a woman?? hahahaha dont have answer for that question..a new day means a new thing to learn..


cant wait until working hours end today hehehe...ooppsss...still got work to do..till then...

The Terrorist - John Updike

Hmm..when u look at the title, u'll think this book describes about terrorists mind..their strategy and what not..that was my 1st impression...here is some review i found in the internet about this book...

Terrorist by John Updike is about Ahmad Ashmawy Mulloy, an 18-year-old boy in Northern New Jersey who is devoted to Islam. Ahmad was raised by an Irish-American mother after his Egyptian father disappeared when he was three. Ahmad converts to Islam at age 11 and is instructed in the Qur'an by a local imam.

Ahmad is a sympathetic character. Updike lets readers into his head, forcing us to view American materialism and morality from his viewpoint. Updike also draws us into other characters' lives--Ahmad's mother, a high school guidance counselor, an African-American teenage girl, a worker in the Department of Homeland Security. It was striking to me how lost many of the characters were. In many ways, Ahmad was one of the most thoughtful and moral characters in the story. That is a disturbing realization when you consider that he is being groomed to be a terrorist.

Indeed, just as the protagonist is a thoughtful young terrorist, the novel Terrorist is a thought-provoking book. It is clear that Updike has thought a lot about American society, the inner city and modern morality. His descriptions and complex characters compel readers to do the same.

Terrorist is not easy reading. I did not get caught up in the plot, and that was disappointing. It was easy for me to put the novel down after 25 pages, both because I needed time to process and because it did not always keep my attention. Updike is a great writer, and Terrorist shows that; however, everyone may not like the book.

his opinion is similar with mine..after reading it halfway, i hate this book..i couldnt find any interesting point in every page of this book..the way he describes about terrorist ambitious and determination are very weak and i hardly feel their action..and the ending is disappointed...maybe Updike lacked of idea during that time...or maybe he was being pushed by the publisher or his environment hehehehe

Break No Bones - Kathy Reichs

Another nice book to read..it's about crime investigation...i havent finish read it, so i cant give any comment now, however, after halfway reading it, i enjoy and find it's an interesting material to read..i'll give a comment later k..hehehe

SESAT

Good morning to myself hehehehe..n to those who are reading this blog..hope all of us have a nice day leading ahead us..So, i got something to share today...hehehe..it's some silly story from me...

hmm..as usual, i wake up at 6.30 a.m in the morning..and as usual i have to walk to LRT station in bndr tasik selatan from my aunt's house in kg malaysia raya, and as usual, this arrogant and stubborn girl declines her aunt's carpool service..she said, she wanted to exercise by walking to that station..hehehe...from bndr tasik sltn, i'll take an Star LRT to Bukit Jalil.. when i arrive at LRT station in bukit jalil, i have to wait for a bus to get me into TPM (Technology Park Malaysia)..

so..hmm...here the story began..in the bus, i saw one woman wearing mimos badge strip, purple in colour, so it means that her destination is as same as mine, so in the bus, i just waited her to push the bell..we started pass the UCIT building, we should start ring the bell after passing this building, but she didnt push the bell..n this stubborn homo sapien just waited there..hahahaha and the bus went straight until we reach in a green building, which i do not know what is that building for...n finally, there was one guy ringed the bell..unfortunately, the bus already passed mimos building for about hundreds meter...and i have to walk to my building...i cursed myself not to ring the bell earlier..while walking, the same bus came from behind me...actually, the bus will make a u-turn at the last building in TPM..and the bus stopped exactly in front of mimos building (means that stop exactly in front of me) !!!! and i was so emberassed by this incident because the same bus just passed me and that woman popped out from the bus!!!! she just looked at me and maybe wondered why i stopped at the wrong building just to reach the same building with her....

hmm the moral of the story is...just follow ur senior while u r in the bus with her/him hehehehe...

Jeng Jeng

I'll be watching ya!!!!!

BUSY?

What happen if God creates human with eight hands? Dont give 'busy' reason when it comes to family, because my parents never say 'busy' to me whenever i ask their help..busy is not the reason u cant have enough time in 1 day, if let say God gives us 25 hours in a day, we will come out with the same reason --> 'busy'...so it depends to us to manage our time wisely..i hope i can manage my time porperly hehehe

1st day working

hmm i just started my 1st day yesterday..at 1st, they ask me to report duty on 2nd of July, but since they didnt finish issuing offer letter to me, then they asked me to start on 9th of july..so i had 1 week vacation at my parents house n becoming my sister's driver to her school..


1st time stepped into MIMOS office, i was nervous, scared..hmm feeling that i might cant do my work..feel that it's going to be a hard task for me..because i never have any working experience since my bachelor degree..afraid to get along with the expertise..every negative feeling was popped into my mind...but then, when i started introduce myself in front of my colleuges and bosses, ive gained some confidence and wanted to be part of them...it's a good sign..


my 1st day was filled with non-engineering work..hehehe..where to get my temporary pass..settling all the documents...getting my email domain..i-vest machine registration and everything...the HR guy said that, they are going to organize an orientation day for new employees, maybe another 2 or 3 weeks..


and for my 1st day, i always get lost from one building to another building, from 1 dept to another dept..and i also get lost to surau..n i cant remember how to get back to my own dept!!!! hahahaha


the most important thing is,im now in kl..that's a relief...n i cant wait to spend more time with my friends and my hearttrob..hmm...


anyone has watched 'Transformer'? well, please give me some review k..i cant wait to watch it too....im going to hehehe...

Success

What is this??Any guess??

This is my final draft..cant u see my name there???hehehehehe finally ive submitted the thesis..and now im waiting for my viva date...hmm i feel release...feel free..feel like i just walked out from darkness towards brigther day..hehehehe hmm..it was a sacrifice..i wont forget the all the tiring, suffering, but yet sweet processes during my study...Thank to my supervisor..my friends and my parents...for their tremendous support..without them, i think i will not capable to achieve what i've achieved today....and the deepest gratitude to HIM..that allows and gives me a chance to live and achieve my success today..

this coming monday i'll start working hehehehe just got 2 days holiday to compensate my two years of study hahahahahaha but it's worth hehehehe

Another Delicious....

here is another delicious tom yam in JB...

this is anotehr delicious tom yam in Danga Bay, JB..the cook was Siamese, hmmm their 'kuah' was reeaaaallllyyy superb!!!!!! the price was RM5 per bowl..but u can ask them for xtra kuah..and i also enjoyed their kerabu mangga...hmm perrrggghhh wa cakap lu....terangkat!!!!!!!



Hehehe i think my blog after this will full with food..especially tom yam...heheheh my fav food hehehehehe....im looking for 'pecal'..i miss my aunt's pecal in sabak bernam...dont play2 haa.. her pecal is already in UK (because one of her daughter's friend ask my aunt to post the raw pecal to her hehehe) hehehehehe....hmm imagine haa..eat pecal with kang kung...then tempe...then tauhu...then taugeh...then beanstalk...then..peerrrggghhhh...add with some rice walauwei.......



if i can get her pecal pic i'll post in my blog..hahahaha

BBQ Time!!!

last tuesday, i was invited by my friend to join their BBQ party..it was nice..and nicer when my internal panel was there...hahahaha...we had chicken wing, ikan what i dah luper laa...shrimp...sausage..salmon fingers...lamb...a very delicious fried rice..fried mee hoon...laici cocktail (i made that..hehehe...)


i dont know how to roast those meats, so i just watch them roasted it and i became the food taster hahahahaha just 'kacau2' them..the BBQ went until 11pm..and everyone was really full...including me...i had three plate of nasi goreng mix with mee hoon, n chicken wing, lamb..fish..suasage..well i was the taster aite??hehehe so that was what a food taster will do..hahahaha

Our rentung chicken wing

ikan what i dah luper...

Saja nak gelak2

Kuih ape yang bungkusnya di dalam, isinya di luar?
Kuih salah bikin.

Binatang ape power Karate?
Kuda belang.cube kira brape black belt dia ade.

Siape yang menemukan dompet kulit?
Yang menemukan dompet kulit tersebut tolong pulangkan kepada saye.

Pintu ape yang walaupun dengan 10 org pun tak leh nak tolak?
Pintu yang ade tulis 'TARIK'

Saya ade 3 kepala,4 tangan dan 5 kaki...siapakah saya?
Pembohong...

Apa dia 'Jauh di mata, dekat di hati...'?
Usus

Binatang ape yang seluruh anggota tubuhnya kat kepala?
Kutu rambut

Nenek sape jalannya meloncat-loncat?
Neneknye si katak

Knape lelaki jarang kene penyakit anjing gila?
Sbb lelaki ni kan 'buaya'

Ape beza sekretari baik ngan sekretari kurang baik?
Sekretari baik..................'Selamat pagi tuan'
Sekretari kurang baik...........'Dah pagi ni tuan'

Ape persamaan Michael Jordan ngan Michael Jackson?
Dua-dua tak kenal korang...hehe

Tukang ape yang kalau dipanggil, die menjenguk ke atas?
Tukang gali kubur

Nak mencari sikit punye susah, bile dah dapat buang, ape bendanya?
Tahi hidung

Ape persamaan kain jemuran ngan telefon?
Dua-dua kalau dah 'kringgg' bole diangkat...

Knape pokok kelapa kat depan rumah harus ditebang?
Mestilah kene tebang, sape nak cabut pokok kelapa ...gile ape...

Gajah terbang dengan ape?
Dengan susah payah......

keh..keh..keh...

Digital Fortress

This is an interesting book to read. The story is about the appearance of an unbreakable mysterious code in National Security Agency at United State. NSA owns a powerful code-breaker machine, namely TRNSLTR. TRNSLTR is used to decipher Email in cases preapproved by the Justice Department. TRANSLTR was to include programming that called for passwords held in escrow by the Federal Reserve and the Justice Department in order to decipher a file. This would prevent the NSA from listening indiscriminately to the personal communications of law-abiding citizens around the globe. However, when the time came to enter that programming, the TRNSLTR’s staff was told that TRNSLTR has to be a free-standing decryption device whose day-to-day operation would be regulated solely by NSA.

This news has outraged one of the employee, Ensei Tankado. He saw TRANSLTR as a gross violation of human rights. The TRANSLTR can now open everyone’s mail and resealing it without their knowing. He quit on the spot from NSA and tried to publish the news to the Electronic Frontier Foundation and public. But NSA had stopped him. And now, he came back with an unbreakable code that makes the TRANSLTR fails to decipher it. Only he can decipher it, using his secret pass-key.

The sudden death of Ensei Tankado has aroused the conspiracy in NSA. The head of Crypto dept, Strathmore, called his head cryptographer Susan Fletcher, a brilliant, beautiful mathematician, to assist him to achieve his selfishly purposes without her knowing. He needs to find Tankados’s pass-key to decipher the code and save TRANSLTR’s pride. His ambitious has betrayed Susan, who battles to save the agency she believes in. When Susan realizes, she finds herself fighting not only for her country but for her life, and in the end, for the life of the man she loves…

UART

i would like to share some knowledge here...


if let say, u want to get millions stream of data or bits from your external hardware and you want to test it on your PC, it is better if you capture these data or bits using hyper terminal..


in my case, i need 1 Gigabit of data from my external embedded hardware (i use Stratix FPGA development board), thus, i have to transfer the data from the external hardware to my PC through a serial communication interface (using RSA 232 protocol) --> actually u can transfer the data faster using universal serial bus (USB). At first, we write a c code in Visual C++ to capture the data continuously (looping 32 millions time to achieve 1 Gigabit) from external hardware and save it in a file. This method is actually consuming lots of memory, and if you are not writing your c code carefully, you'll face a problem of insufficient virtual memory and after 4 millions of cycle your pc hang. This happened to me lots of time. We troubleshoot the code, modify the code even try to break the output file into several fragments and put some delay between millionth iteration, yes, the insufficient virtual memory problem solved, but, the consequence is, the data rate transfer becomes slower and slower…we need to wait 1 day to get 153 Megabit (10% of 1 Gigabit)…


So, then we think another way of capturing big length of data using hyper terminal..we move the c code, and replace it with hyper terminal…the hyper terminal can save the captured bits from external hardware directly into the specified file and it is faster..moreover, we don’t face the insufficient virtual memory problem and my pc didn’t hang anymore…

Are We Safe?

when you open the newspapers now, you'll see the headlines are highlighting the rising of crime rate. Recently in Johor Bharu, about 200 citizens were gathering in front of Menteri Besar's house to protest over this issue...What is happening now in our country? Even if you are accompanied by a male friend, it doesn’t mean that you are save…it was proven by last incident in Johor Bharu….


The couple was on their way back to their home that night, and suddenly an anonymous car, drove rammed from behind them, they were asked to pull over, but the boyfriend ignored the warning and they were chased for almost 20km, lastly their car slammed on something and they stopped..the gang took all their belongings and the girlfriend was taken into secluded area and she was brutally raped by the gang…hmm…so tragic…


our country is not safe anymore…

W O R R Y

This is my third entry for today..its not because i dont have other works to do..im not feeling 'ok'..im not feeling o 'f***ing' k!!!

the thing is, why cant i calm myself when my bf said he wanted to hang out with his friend?? Its not that im not allowing him to join his friend..it just that, i dont like it if they are hanging out in club..i know he wont do idiot things..i know he's not drinking or flirting with other girls, but i just dont like it..is it because im not open in this matter??there is some uneasy feelings in my heart..is it because i dont trust him? no..i trust him..i trust him..Jealousy...yes, im jealous with him...i envy him..he can spend time with his friends..he can have a good time..

when this thing happens, my mind always roll back to my ex..my ex didn’t like to tell me where did he go, with whom and he don’t want me to message him, call him while he’s hanging out with his friend… that’s y i was always pissed off with him..he’s too secretive..he always said to me, whatever happens between him and his friend are out of my concern..

but my current bf is too different from my ex..n i trust him more..but, whenever he said he wanted to hang out with his friend, my mind always think about what my ex had done to me those years…i should not too worry about him..unfortunately, i cant resist myself to have this ‘uneasy’ feelings inside me…

im worried about him